What have changed since the last time

Hi me, 

Let sit down and think what have changed in our life until now. First of all, I want to talk about the happy things in my life. Of course, the bad ones are for later. Think about it, we should start with the ones that make our life bright and shine and the others are just extra small shit in life. 

I have a daughter. Yes, her name is Anna and I love her dearly. She is my sunshine, my air, my daily  happiness. She was born in May 3rd 2014 in Binh Duong, Vietnam. Yes, that's the only thing I accomplished in the last 10 years, the cherry on top of all nightmares. In 2017, the year seems pretty but started with my baby was hospitalized in and out for two months. I was all by myself back then while her dad was offshore working. Then in July 2018, my father in law passed away due to GOD KNOW IT'S NOT CANCER. The last three months of 2017, I got what is called sinusitis. Let just say I got it bad like I was coughing for straight 3 months and woke up in the middle of the night every night. 2018 began with the death of my grandmother who I also love dearly. Back then, I have thought bad things have stopped happening to me. But no !Just say I had a pretty happy marriage life for 4 years. Then things turned sour. I can see changes in my husband and we ended our relationship with a cold war and I walked out of the house with Anna. Six months from walk out I am still waiting for my divorce to even start. 

For now, I don't want to talk in details about my marriage. A lot of things have gone through in my brain and nothing is clear. Maybe I should have stopped thinking about it for like after a month. It's useless thinking about it. Unfortunately, it's like pain that never heal. It comes and goes like a flu suddenly and rough. Maybe I will write about it another time when I have mood or in pain again. 

Talk to you soon,

Bye me. 

A Come Back

Hi my old self, 

There are things that you thought you lost forever. Suddenly, you find it reappearing in your life like this blog. 

What I am thinking right now ? I am being the old me, writing blog and listening to songs on my old pink mini ipod. I am 32 years 1 month 14 days old today and so many things have changed since my last post. Anyway, I am back !

Love, 

Hong Thao.

Nephew & Niece

This morning, my sister-in-law sent me these beautiful pictures of my nephew and niece. How lovely they are ! I only wish to have beautiful children like them someday ^.^
Hereby, I introduce to you ...

Ms. Future Model 

Mr. Pooh 

Sisi & SuSu

_SiSi_

DoB: 2003

Type: Cocker Spaniel

She is the sweetest and the most cranky dog in the whole world.

_SuSu_

DoB: 2011

Type: Mixed between Vietnamese and Japanese

She is the only child. First few things that I have noticed about her: stubborn, pee all the time and everywhere.

Blue Boxes

Look at what I got today? Yes, Tiffany & Co. Unfortunately, these
beautiful little things are not for me but for my bff on her special
day. I want it too :D

Newbie of The Family

Her name is SUSU (after SISI obviously). My mom named her so since SUSU looks like a boy rather than a girl. My dad got her from his construction site. Her mom has only her in her pregnancy instead of >2 which dog usually carry per time. She's quite cute. Hope she is still cute like that when she grows up. Dogs are like human, we get uglier when we grow up.

Although our family has already had SISI (a Cocker Spaniel) my dad still bring her into the family. My mom said that he has to take care of SUSU since she has already been taking care of SISI. She's too tired to handle another puppy. My dad nodded unenthusiastically. He is so hilarious that he asked me to help feeding SUSU for him if he is not at home. I guess, after all, he just wants to add another member to the family since our grandpa has just passed away. :)

love Itouch & more in love with the boy in the pix

Living in Vietnam, we don't have the thing called classic photo-booth where you can just go and take those normal pictures in black and white. Luckily, someone out there has been clever enough creating the photo-booth app for Iphone/Itouch. Of course, I took advantage right away. Here are my works...:)